Bad day.

[loops]

On Friday a body was found down an alley not far away from where I live.Don't ask me why or how I knew but I just had this feeling it was gonna be this friend of mine that turned to hard drugs when his mum died unexpectedly,well yesterday I got a phone call telling me it was him and I feel really guilty now like I thought that little of him to end up like that,does that sound stupid?

[gabi]

Oh, I am sorry loops!
I can imagine how you feel now. My neighbours daughter died this summer on an overdosis of drugs (mixture of all an everything including heroin and cocain). She was only 15. It´s still so hard to believe.

[loops]

Thank you Gabi the other thing that annoys me is that people don't understand the circumstances of why these people take drugs and automatically presume they are scum which admittedly some of them are but not all of them.

[gabi]

My neighbours daughter was always one of those extremely needy children. Her parents have done alot to cope with her, but gave up around young teen age. Mother started to work and daughter was let done what she wanted. Unfortunately to the same time a bad drug-scene was establishing in our pretty small village. You can get here easily every kind of drugs. Police is doing nothing, because then the drug-scene would just go in the next village. My kids have grown up with this and they have finally known 4 kids dying on this damnit stuff and we do lots of talks when the kids ask something around this topic. I hope this prevents them a bit to get involved in this whole thing. But you never can be sure and that is that, what is frightening me.

[rubb3rchicken]

That must feel horrible.
I have had alot of who used to be my best friends, turn to drugs and serious amounts of alcahol. So now i steer well clear of them.

[sam]

sorry to hear this loopsxx